12/3/2015
Alttari on rakennettu. Rukoukset Temascaliin valmistettu. Ihailen kumpuilevaa vuoristoa, sen syvää sykkivää vihreyttä. Mikä pyhyys siellä asuukaan. Oloni on keveä, luottavainen. Observe & hear everything but don't get pulled into it. Katson, miten ihmiset täällä auttavat ja välittävät toisistaan. Se on kaunista ja arvokasta. Kuuntelin, ymmärsin hetken kun sitä tarvittiin. Mikään ei todella ole iästä kiinni. Avin talo on kaunis, savesta itse rakennettu mäen kupeeseen. Alan vihdoin oppia arvostamaan lepoa ja rentoutumista, antaa keholleni sen mitä se tarvitsee ja ansaitsee enkä polta sitä loppuun. Tuntuu hyvältä olla täällä näiden ihmisten kanssa. Minulle lainattiin lämpimät sukat ja olen siitä syvästi kiitollinen. Yöt ovat todella kylmiä.
Miksikö olen täällä? I want to finally let go of the illusion that I am alone in this world, somehow different and separate from the people and my surroundings. I pray to deeply feel my Oneness with All, to truly experience it and to remember what I already know but have forgotten amidst the chaos and confusion of the modern world. As the child of the Mother Earth I wish to truly reconnect with her. I pray that all the blockages would go from my system, that Life would freely flow and manifest itself throough me. I pray that this new flow woul open and awaken the real creativity within me. I know now that Art is what I really wish to have in my life, always. By losing the ability the create, even temporarily, left me feeling so hollow inside.
All the water touches changes...
Eternal present...
Family of Fire...
Commitment on beauty...
Don't believe in death - life beyond life.
Lose respect - fear begins...
13/3/2015
Such healing, such release. Forgiving and praying for my family, creating space for love instead of anger and bitterness. I found the sacred source of strength within, which goes beyong pain and fear, the clear intention, focused prayer to the elements... The Moon helping me so beautifully with her graceful light, Grandfather Fir answering to my prayers and giving strength. I sat up straight, focused, trusting the wisdom of my body which is so much greater than that of my mind. The rainbow wings of a hummingbird, flying with joy and love. All my ancestors standing behind me, I honor and give thanks to them for bringing me to this world. I laugh and cry at the same time, out of love, sorrow, this kathartic ecstasy of finally giving up on things that no longer serve, or have never served me to begin with. I could sing like never before, with a voice so pure and strong it felt like coming outside myself but through. Let go of your fear, friends. Hard times might be coming, but we are a family, we are all related - we are together.
"Beauty is the manifestation of secret natural laws."
14/3/2015
Olen nukkunut ensimmäisen yön ilman kipuja moneen vuoteen. Kehoni on eheä ja kevyt, mieleni kirkas ja avoin...
Take some care, always give your best. Share your talents with the world, it is the most beautiful thing. To walk on the Path together is super beautiful. "This is for learning more songs."
16/3/2015
I don't ever want to lose this fascination for adventure that I have.
I remember these words... Bring your best, share the best that you have. Trust yourself. Have some compassion, for yourself and your family. Love you. Show some respect. Details are important. Meat of an animal is too a medicine. Don't be afraid... I am so grateful it hurts.
It happened, it truly happened... Thank you.
Alttari on rakennettu. Rukoukset Temascaliin valmistettu. Ihailen kumpuilevaa vuoristoa, sen syvää sykkivää vihreyttä. Mikä pyhyys siellä asuukaan. Oloni on keveä, luottavainen. Observe & hear everything but don't get pulled into it. Katson, miten ihmiset täällä auttavat ja välittävät toisistaan. Se on kaunista ja arvokasta. Kuuntelin, ymmärsin hetken kun sitä tarvittiin. Mikään ei todella ole iästä kiinni. Avin talo on kaunis, savesta itse rakennettu mäen kupeeseen. Alan vihdoin oppia arvostamaan lepoa ja rentoutumista, antaa keholleni sen mitä se tarvitsee ja ansaitsee enkä polta sitä loppuun. Tuntuu hyvältä olla täällä näiden ihmisten kanssa. Minulle lainattiin lämpimät sukat ja olen siitä syvästi kiitollinen. Yöt ovat todella kylmiä.
Miksikö olen täällä? I want to finally let go of the illusion that I am alone in this world, somehow different and separate from the people and my surroundings. I pray to deeply feel my Oneness with All, to truly experience it and to remember what I already know but have forgotten amidst the chaos and confusion of the modern world. As the child of the Mother Earth I wish to truly reconnect with her. I pray that all the blockages would go from my system, that Life would freely flow and manifest itself throough me. I pray that this new flow woul open and awaken the real creativity within me. I know now that Art is what I really wish to have in my life, always. By losing the ability the create, even temporarily, left me feeling so hollow inside.
All the water touches changes...
Eternal present...
Family of Fire...
Commitment on beauty...
Don't believe in death - life beyond life.
Lose respect - fear begins...
13/3/2015
Such healing, such release. Forgiving and praying for my family, creating space for love instead of anger and bitterness. I found the sacred source of strength within, which goes beyong pain and fear, the clear intention, focused prayer to the elements... The Moon helping me so beautifully with her graceful light, Grandfather Fir answering to my prayers and giving strength. I sat up straight, focused, trusting the wisdom of my body which is so much greater than that of my mind. The rainbow wings of a hummingbird, flying with joy and love. All my ancestors standing behind me, I honor and give thanks to them for bringing me to this world. I laugh and cry at the same time, out of love, sorrow, this kathartic ecstasy of finally giving up on things that no longer serve, or have never served me to begin with. I could sing like never before, with a voice so pure and strong it felt like coming outside myself but through. Let go of your fear, friends. Hard times might be coming, but we are a family, we are all related - we are together.
"Beauty is the manifestation of secret natural laws."
14/3/2015
Olen nukkunut ensimmäisen yön ilman kipuja moneen vuoteen. Kehoni on eheä ja kevyt, mieleni kirkas ja avoin...
Take some care, always give your best. Share your talents with the world, it is the most beautiful thing. To walk on the Path together is super beautiful. "This is for learning more songs."
16/3/2015
I don't ever want to lose this fascination for adventure that I have.
I remember these words... Bring your best, share the best that you have. Trust yourself. Have some compassion, for yourself and your family. Love you. Show some respect. Details are important. Meat of an animal is too a medicine. Don't be afraid... I am so grateful it hurts.
It happened, it truly happened... Thank you.
No comments:
Post a Comment